keindahan yang menyakitkan

lagi dipaksa bertugas hingga larut malam, ditemani iTunes yg sengaja kuputar lagu "You're Beautiful"nya James Blunt (Back to Bedlam Album)..

My life is brilliant, my love is pure. I saw an angel of that I'm sure. She smiled at me on the subway. She was with another man,
but I won't lose no sleep on that, Cause I've got a plan
You're beautiful... You're beautiful... You're beautiful, it's true...
I saw your face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you...

James Blunt - You're Beautiful

pertama kali lagu ini gw denger dari temen gw yg bilang bagus, tapi menyakitkan..
memang sih menyakitkan.
bagaikan melihat sebuah keindahan yang nggak bisa dimiliki..
bagai melihat kupu-kupu yang memiliki sayap yang indah,
tapi keindahan itu sirna ketika dia hinggap di bunga yang salah..
biarkanlah dia terbang, terbang mengepakkan sayapnya yang indah..
terbang menyapa semesta..
menambah indahnya dunia..

kupu-kupu yang lucu, kemana engkau terbang?

tidakkah sayapmu merasa lelah?

namun berhati-hatilah,

watchout for everything that can hurt you..
fly high, o the butterfly..
find your loveliest flower...



dan lagu ini pun berakhir setelah repeat one berkali-kali oleh iTunes gw...

You're beautiful...You're beautiful...You're beautiful, it's true...
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you...